Walking thru an empty forest
Time is going like its slowest
Nothing left from what I had
I miss everyone, sisters, mom and dad

Yesterday it was two years
Since that horrible crash
When one little boy in jeans
Wanted to pull a dash

All through the acceleration
He lost all the traction
Turn the wheel and lost control
And hit my family car right to the door

None of them made it out safe
The name of the boy was Dave
I was with friends on a hiking passage
When I get this horrible message

Sometimes I don’t want to live anymore
But I’m only one who walks thru our home door
I have to push this bloodline further
But this task is such a burden

I’ve been trying as hard as I could
But I think I failed – as I always would
Yet I feel so alone
No wonder – I’m only one who lives in this *home*

People say that the number of fishes is plenty
But it’s impossible to find a wife when I’m this empty
Last time it left me broken
It shouldn’t even be spoken

So I will just walk between these trees
Feeling the fresh power of this autumn breeze
It feels so nice but what comes next
If I wrote book about me, what would be the text

Day by day I’m losing motivation
And getting bigger sleep deprivation
Trying to understand all my emotion
But don’t know what’s my devotion
Last week I got a promotion
But I feel like without motion
Like I don’t have function
From all my tears I can make ocean

So I go day by day
Night by night
Until I find
What’s finally right

Maybe one day I find where I belong
And build a place I can call home
Not just a home but My home
However until then the old me will be gone